Those moments you feel as if you are on top the world come shattering down in an instant.
Things go from nice and calm to cold and distorted.
There comes a time where you cannot bring yourself to speak of things.
You hide things in the dark until it is too late and there is no end to the tunnel.
Things cut at you like a knife and will not stop until the knife is dull and cannot do anymore damage.
Yet, you are the one doing damage to yourself in the end.
You find that you are the one with the knife.
When you realize you may have done something so heartwrenching is the moment you realize that your life has changed forever.
i don't need pills
when i have a drug like you.