Re: sound familiar?
I think it sounds like schizo-affective disorder, basically a cross between bipolar and schizophrenia, or bipolar with severe psychotic symptoms.
Either way, I urge you to go and see a doctor. It is the only way you can be 100% sure and get the help you need.
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