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Old July 28th, 2011, 01:52 AM  
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Name: Rith
Join Date: August 2, 2009
Location: The Emerald City, OR
Age: 25
Gender: Female
Blog Entries: 3
Default Re: Non Self Harm Calendar!

Day 0.

I barely even count it. It was just to feel something.

Because it's pathetic, I haven't even THOUGHT of self-harm for a long time now. And yes, it is pathetic, because I haven't even been trying to help myself. I've been letting it eat me up from the inside. And it hurts even more to go about it that way.

And I'm sorry I didn't build your walls. And I'm sorry I had to go and fall.
And I'm sorry I had the whole thing wrong. Well, I guess I'm the sorriest of all.
And I'm sorry that you are feeling small. And I'm sorry that I'm not used to crawling.
And I'm sorry the writing's on the wall. Well, I guess I'm the sorriest of all.
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