a girl with nothing more than a bleeding heart,
out there alone in the depths of her own soul.
her dark thoughts surround, restrict her,
sheâ€™s lost, sheâ€™s too far gone to reach.
shallow breaths escape her chest,
colored inky black by demons inside.
they scream at her, but only she can hear.
they tell her sheâ€™s nothing, sheâ€™s worthless.
her disturbing nightmares of what has happened,
and what is surely to come; haunting her.
they tear at her heart, ripping her apart.
is this all ill ever get, she asks, is this what im meant for?
broken down, shattered piece by piece.
sheâ€™s become numb to everything but pain.
pain is what she craves, and pain is what she gives
to herself day after day, until its all she can feel.
i hurt myself so you cant, she tells them,
as if they could ever understand her.
she tries to stop, but she just cannot.
the pain is all she feels, why should she give that up?