Re: I tried to get help.
Try things with the new doctor, this one may be better for you.
Your parents only reacted like that because they care. I know it feels as if that is the last thing on their mind, but it is. They want to help, but don't understand what you are going through or how best to help you.
I am glad you phoned them again. If you feel you desperately need to talk with someone then phone them again. Don't tell them you are on phone to the helpline or have been on the phone to them, to get the most out of it (by the sounds of it) is to keep your parents in the dark about the phonecall.
~ The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step ~
* Nothing in the world has ever been accomplished without passion *