for what its worth i care about.
might not mean much to you but it would hurt me if you died.
This is good that you WANT to get help. there IS help out there you just have to find it, finding it can SUCK though, ive been through 3 docters, and i need to find my fourth one. the other docters literily abandoned me, and im finding it hard to realize that there is someone that can help me, i just need to find it,
so you called what number to get help?
and they gave you a voice message??!
what kind of a help line was it?
like self harm help line.