What happened to the suicide pact, he said NOT to sign it if you couldnt keep to it - reason why I didnt sign it, I wasnt sure. But you did and I felt relived in that sense and I got less worried about you.
Dont give up, please, I care for you. Your mom is just really upset, she obviously cares for you and got upset seeing that - any mother would. Just try tgiving her a hug, something simple, no words even, just be with her.
I DO NOT GO ON HERE ANYMORE. I HAVE LEFT THIS PLACE FOR GOOD AND DON'T INTEND ON COMING BACK. PLEASE DON'T FRIEND REQUEST ME, PRIVATE MESSAGE ME, OR ANYTHING BECAUSE I WILL NEVER SEE IT AND YOU'LL NEVER GET A RESPONSE. THANK YOU.