I've gone alittle over 3 months, but I don't know, I feel like I'm slipping. Slowly, but slipping. I keep thinking about it lately, I don't want to but I miss it in a way, I miss the way I felt afterwards. I don't understand why though, I've been pretty content. But I feel like I'm going to come crashing down any second and fuck my hard-earned three months up.
I'm sorry I haven't been here often, I've kinda been trying to stay away. I hate to say it but this place lowers my mood. I don't know why, but it seems to. I'm sorry.
But anyways, three months.