Re: it's like a chain reaction!
i know. i am too. it didn't seem real. it still doesn't. i have lost two really close friends within a week. this must be what hell is like. it has to be. because right now, at this moment, i can think of nothing worse.
i'm not going to cut myself, i promised my parents a long time ago that i wouldn't anymore. i just don't know how to stop feeling like i want to. i want to stop feeling so horribly sad. i want to stop feeling so angry. i want to stop feeling so guilty. i want to stop feeling so damn lonely. i just want this all to not have happened. i want to rewind to when this whole thing started and start fixing everything so that i will still have kris, so that i will still have katie. so i won't be the only one left. i just want...