Re: i cut again...
well the funeral was today. it was the hardest thing i have had to do in such a long time. i skipped going to the viewing yesterday because i didn't want to see her in that casket not looking the way i remember her. i miss her so much still. now that all this is over i really don't see what i have to live for anymore. her mom doesn't need me, she has her family and she says it is too hard to see me because it just makes her miss kris more. my life doesn't seem real anymore, like i don;t even belong her anymore. i don't know what to do. i miss her so much, it is killing me. i guess i just don't see the point of living anymore. there is nothing here for me anymore. i don't want to cut anymore, and i don't want to live anymore.