Re: Feeling the urge once again
Jess. I know your love. I know that feeling. But you have to move on. If she doesn't feel the same, then she doesn't, and you can't change that.
As for cutting: Find something else to do. Watch some of your anime, or some Bill Videos. Any BUT self-harm. Throw out the blades, or anything you use to cut yourself. It's just not worth it.
"Only the most deluded of us could doubt the necessity of this war."