I stoped looking at him..... but then i herad that they really like each other.
ever since i herad that when i wake up i feel empty inside like a hollow tree..
all i do in school is work.. i hardly even day dream about him. i think i still love just to scared to admit it. they always play around with each other.. he's always sitting on his lap..or kissing him...or feeding him..... (omg whats wrong with me so their happy why am i such a bitch?)