Finger In butt
Okay, I have grown up in a house with three women and no dad, (my mom, and 2 sisters), and after my sisters bf found out that he called me gay a lot. That was a long time ago. But now alot of the time I worry I am because sometimes masturbate with my finger in my butt. I like the way it feels. Sometimes at school I see a boy and I think he is good looking and then I start to wonder what their penis looks like. I even do that to way older guys. Sometimes, before I stop that kind of thinking I imagin myself making out with them, and then those thoughts go away. I really, really, really dont want to be gay, but sometimes I fear I am. Am I????