Please dont commit suiced lately i have been think about it to but, ITS NOT WORTH IT! who knows where you will go????
Your family friends and me love you alot so please dont do it i know its tough right now im in the same boat as you, please dont give up you can talk to me when ever just dont give up i know its hard you will make it through, PLEASE!!!!!!! just think good and hard of what a living hell your family will have to go through..