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Old January 5th, 2007, 04:36 PM  
schrei jess
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Join Date: October 5, 2006
Age: 25
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Default Re: I feel like hurling myself off of a building.

Ive never screamed before, maybe on a roller coaster but, Ive never really heard myself scream. I dont know what it is about it, but Ive always thought that I cant scream unless I really need to. Does that make any sense? Probably not, my thoughts are stupid sometimes.

And I think maybe why I cant trust my therapist is because I feel like I cant trust anyone with how I feel. Sure, I can tell complete strangers my deepest darkest secrets, but I cant tell my parents, my therapist, not my friends either. Only one of my friends really knows my problems and even then I dont think she can fully understand how far Ive gone. Another friend knows about them too but she understands even less than the other friend.

I DO NOT GO ON HERE ANYMORE. I HAVE LEFT THIS PLACE FOR GOOD AND DON'T INTEND ON COMING BACK. PLEASE DON'T FRIEND REQUEST ME, PRIVATE MESSAGE ME, OR ANYTHING BECAUSE I WILL NEVER SEE IT AND YOU'LL NEVER GET A RESPONSE. THANK YOU.
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