Thread: Never Gone
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Old January 5th, 2007, 12:22 AM  
schrei jess
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Join Date: October 5, 2006
Age: 26
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Default Never Gone

Just when I think you’re gone
you come hurling back at me
I never get a moment alone
you’re always a heavy thought
hanging in my head

Haven’t seen you for two months
thought Id finally get to be alone
and just as I thought Id left you behind
You come back, making up for lost time

Like a bad memory
you constantly remind me
of how weak I am
like a bad experience
you’re always there to hurt me

And just when I think you’re gone
there you are again
making up for all that lost time
what would have happened in weeks
now is created in hours

Your razor sharp touch
comes with a price
one that I just cant pay
I’ve given up my life for you
and that is my mistake

Just when I think you’re gone
you rear your ugly face
your crimson reward
is one that I cant resist
And no matter how long I can last
without you torturing me,
You come back again, making up for lost time

---This is about my close and personal friend, cutting. I sometimes imagine it as a person, like those with anorexia see it as a person named Ana, or bulimics see Mia. I dont have a cute name for her, but she is there all right, always there. Even when I think she is gone, there she is again. This is probably not as good as my other stuff but when I get ideas I just write them down.

I DO NOT GO ON HERE ANYMORE. I HAVE LEFT THIS PLACE FOR GOOD AND DON'T INTEND ON COMING BACK. PLEASE DON'T FRIEND REQUEST ME, PRIVATE MESSAGE ME, OR ANYTHING BECAUSE I WILL NEVER SEE IT AND YOU'LL NEVER GET A RESPONSE. THANK YOU.
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