I slipped up.
After like two months of no cutting or even urges, I slipped up. I let my progress go for a few cuts on my leg, which is even worse because I have never cut my leg before. My cutting has stayed on my left arm, or left shoulder the entire time, maybe one cut or two on my hips. And now I did it on my leg. There were maybe two cuts but they bled a lot, and it felt so nice. I know Ill do it again, and again. What the hell is wrong with me? I cant even function without fucking hurting my self. I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT!!! I dont know how to stop this!
I DO NOT GO ON HERE ANYMORE. I HAVE LEFT THIS PLACE FOR GOOD AND DON'T INTEND ON COMING BACK. PLEASE DON'T FRIEND REQUEST ME, PRIVATE MESSAGE ME, OR ANYTHING BECAUSE I WILL NEVER SEE IT AND YOU'LL NEVER GET A RESPONSE. THANK YOU.