All i Feel
Light enough you cant see
Deep enough to burn
Fright digs a whole inside me
Sleep is all I yearn
Whatâ€™s invisible to you
Is obvious to me
Thereâ€™s no scar with your name
Just a memory of my shame
Pain is my drive
My body is my inspiration
To be sane is for all I thrive
Without the blood there is hyperventilation
Just because you hurt me inside and didnâ€™t touch me out
I did it for you
And thatâ€™s all I scream about
Because you donâ€™t see
The pain I inflict upon my self
To you all I am
Is a tainted doll on the top shelf.
Its time for me to change
Turn in my sharpest items of all
And if I donâ€™t hang
The rope will break as I fall
Your not there to catch me
Because youâ€™re planning a way to kill me
But thereâ€™s no need
Because death is all I succeed.
And as I drop
I remember all I had
But I canâ€™t turn back now
Because you drove me to do something bad.
Just because my body is still here, alive as before
Itâ€™s my soul that you see bleeding on the floor.
But what you donâ€™t understand, and you never will
Is that what is invisible to you
Is all I see.
I'm cole. <3
kick off your stilletos
& love me in the backseat <3