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Old December 9th, 2006, 01:46 PM  
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Name: Heather, Duh.
Join Date: March 29, 2004
Location: The Sunshine State.
Gender: Female
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Default Will we be like them?

Do you think it's true that we'll be just like our abuser?

I mean really, what are the odds that you can have a normal family without doing the same to your child that was done to you?

I don't want to be like her, I want a family, I want to love someone and be happy and I want to be a good parent. But I'm scared. What if I turn out just like my mother without even knowing it? What if I lose my temper and I turn into her? What if I push away anyone and everyone that loves me, and do exactly to that child what was done to me?

Is it possible to know before you have a family or do I continue to push away everyone because of that fear?

Will we be like them?

(Sorry, just what was going through my head)

“Some days even my lucky rocketship underpants won't help.”
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