Ok, this is, obviously going to be hard... but you're making it
You can't stop now!! you can't chiken out!! You need to do this for yourself, and everyone who loves you! I think you're doing the right thing... in the way, you are telling everyone, which means you really need and want help to fix what you called *your fucked up life*.
Quitting drugs isn't an easy thing... I've heard that it isn't even easy realize that you need to quit, and you have done it, and this is the first step!
You are doing good Tegan, don't step out of this, because it can get worse... YOU CAN DO IT!!
Odi et amo. Quare id faciam, fortasse requiris.
Nescio, sed fieri sentio et excrucior.
~Harrie's proud brother!~