I think I need serious help..
Ok. I know what serious depression feels like. Ok well, I'm not depressed as I was about 1-2 years ago. I'm still really depressed but I don't really cut myself alot now nor do I cry myself to sleep that easily. I cry myself to sleep like once or twice a month. Ok well, here's my question. Is it normal for somebody like me to want to be seriously depressed again? Is it normal to want to be the most depressed person in the whole world? Cause that's just what I'm wishing and hoping for. I wanna be depressed, like seriously depressed.