Day 0 as usual. I don't want to try anymore. There's no point. If I'm alive and breathing, can't I just hurt at least? I'm not harming anyone else. It's my decision. Why does everyone else say I have to take medication and do therapy to go back to 'normal'. Stop trying to make me happy.
I don't want to be fixed.
EDIT: Maybe an hour? Not even. Going to again later.