[freakingout] i cant do this!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!
my therapist just called.
she said shes concered about me becuase of how often i have suicidal thoughts.
she said legally she has to tell my dad that i used to cut & that i tried to overdose..
THATS SO UNFAIR.
i dont cut anymore!
3 months clean!
& i treid to overdose yes but that was a year ago.
why does she have to tell him?
i'm freaking out so bad.
hes going to tell my mom & my sister.
i cant go through this,
this is too much.
they cant know.
i dont want them to know.
fuck this is the worst.
legally she needs to tell him within 24 hours.
i have to go there after school [yea right like i'm going to school now]
& then my dads coming a half n hour after.
fuck i cant do this.
how am i going to look at him?
i want to leave the room when she tells him.
& i'm not going in the car home with him, i'm taking the subway.
W a r n i n g: Too Many Thoughts Could Lead To An Explosion.