i understand that you cant just forget it, im sure you mom hasnt just forgotten it either, she is properly denying it happen, thinking that will make it better, but it wont
have you tryed talking to her about it?
tell her what you said here!
dont worry about being upset about thinking about it huni, its normal, natural, and its all part of the healing process!
i hope your feeling better
and come on msn soon havent talked to u in ages!!
love ya xx