Re: How did you first find out you were gay or bi?
At 11 had a wet dream about sex with boys.
At 11-13 I craved peeking at my friends, skinnydipping with them and touching and trying blowjobs.
Then at boarding school there were all those penises in the dorm showers. BUT I had to totally avoid hiding my intense interest--it was a religious school.
So I dated girls to be "good".
Now I have a kid--a boy and I am really afraid he will find out how gay I am inside.
My girlfriend thinks I am bi but I have sex with her just because it meets her needs. We are working well to raise the boy.
Nobody else knows.
I AM SO TRAPPED IN THE CLOSET.