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Old November 9th, 2006, 10:13 AM  
dying lullaby
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last night i cut again...really bad. it was weird though, because it didnt feel like it uaually does. this time it hurt, it was this concentraited white hot pain tearing my skin. as i was doing it i was pleading with myself to stop, literally saying "stop" but i kept pulling the razor down my arm. it was intense. so intense.

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