Re: question for people posting here..
Basically I did publish this threat (Abuse), because I had to get it out of myselfâ€¦ Uâ€™ve got no idea of how it is to live with a thing like that kept just for your self (and the ass that did it), itâ€™s sickâ€¦ thatâ€™s why I had such a terrible childhood, and all this stupid depressions now. I hated to have such a thing as a secret, even my parents donâ€™t know about it. But by telling this Iâ€™ve been feeling lots better, in fact, by the support that Iâ€™ve had by some members Iâ€™m starting to get ready to let it go.
Yes I donâ€™t really trust ANYONE, not even myself, specially next to sharp things (I havenâ€™t cut myself for 2 years now)â€¦ to tell you the truth I donâ€™t know what I was thinking when I posted that, but (as exposed above) itâ€™s all under my control, I donâ€™t have to see your faces while I write about it, and pretty much I avoid the embarrassment.
PS.. thanks Whisper