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Old November 3rd, 2006, 10:18 AM  
dying lullaby
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i am in therapy and i have such a positive relationship with my therapist that i am scared to tell her because i keep telling her that im doing so well. plus theres no reason for the relapse. it feels like im giving up on the whole 'healthy' thing when i cut, but i know that its just a part of the process of getting better.

i know that im doing better than i have in the past. 3 years ago i couldnt go more than 3 1/2 hours with out having withdrawl symptoms from cutting, and now i just have urges. but it still kills me that im not done with this.

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