We are all here to help you out... I've never been abused (that I remember, actually [I lived with a really mean man once]), and I understand it... I just can't stand someone being abused.. I swear!
This forum, is specially to let yourself out, and if you need it, get help
From what I know, most childs that were abused don't tell anyone fearing that the abuser would kill him, or his family/parents/loved ones... I can understand you feeling about regreting it, and thinking people make fun of you if they tell them... don't let yourself down if it really bothers you, just go forward, and don't look backwards
No need to feel embarrased man
we aren't going to eat you
We are here to help you, and listen to you, even if some don't undersand!