I've elminated the idea of suicide for now. Today seemed to go ok and I'm feeling moderatley better. I'm even going out tonight with the girl so it's going to be good.
Cookie - My friends are just like that. We're all in that different/rocker highschool stereotype so they don't really show emotion or anything. I suppose I may just be going throuh a rough patch.
Willow - Thanks for all the help. You've made me feel better today.