Yea i been there.but the striping part.. thats just freaky. ok it's time for me to "help u"
Ok here we go.
I don't really know what to tell you.But You shouldn't be ashamed on Yourself for that. i mean...(oh god i hope this helping) You can't control your feelings.K lets see.. You have a gf so i guess You should just come clean to her Just blurp it out.U know that you can't keep it to yourself much longer.Trust me it'll hurt you form the inside out.
Did it help in anyway possible?