Memories of what you said
Come crashing down upon my head
They weigh me down, I cant handle this
Iâ€™ve never felt more alone
Youâ€™ve never made me feel so alone
Instead of crying
Instead of screaming
Instead of hating you
Do you know what I do?
My body becomes a canvas
Splashed with bright red crimson regrets
You hurt me, youâ€™re always hurting me
but Iâ€™ve got the cure for a broken heart
I take the pain youâ€™ve given me
and I put it on my skin for all to see
or maybe Iâ€™ll just keep it for me
Just a few more slices now
I can finally breathe
look what you do to me
cant you see Im dying inside?
Or maybe you just donâ€™t care
and now Iâ€™ve learned your behavior
because I donâ€™t care about myself anymore
You think you dont love me?
Well guess what, I've got you beat
I dont love myself even more
And Ive got the scars to prove it
And I think Im addicted to it
Im addicted to this pain
These crimson regrets
I DO NOT GO ON HERE ANYMORE. I HAVE LEFT THIS PLACE FOR GOOD AND DON'T INTEND ON COMING BACK. PLEASE DON'T FRIEND REQUEST ME, PRIVATE MESSAGE ME, OR ANYTHING BECAUSE I WILL NEVER SEE IT AND YOU'LL NEVER GET A RESPONSE. THANK YOU.