Re: I dont even recognize myself anymore, WHO AM I?
I cant change, I dont know what is holding me back, I just cant. I dont care anymore, I want to die, I need to die, why havent I killed myself yet? What is keeping me from just downing a whole bottle of sleeping pills? I cant figure it out.
I guess I do need someone to talk to, but even when I do talk, it never helps. I have a therapist but, it doesnt help much. I wont let anybody in, why wont I let anybody in? Im so pathetic, I cant do anything right.
I DO NOT GO ON HERE ANYMORE. I HAVE LEFT THIS PLACE FOR GOOD AND DON'T INTEND ON COMING BACK. PLEASE DON'T FRIEND REQUEST ME, PRIVATE MESSAGE ME, OR ANYTHING BECAUSE I WILL NEVER SEE IT AND YOU'LL NEVER GET A RESPONSE. THANK YOU.