The place that you're in really seems hard, but remember that you can talk to anyone on this section of the forum and they will be supportive and hear you out!
We often feel lost and failing because we moved to a new place, where everyone around us has friends, and we just lost connection with our friends. this is hard, but you can get through it! i'm sure you will gain place, there is no reason that you will be alone, it's just a matter of time. Remember that you allways ccan talk to me (or anyone else here) until & after you find the right people to call them friends
-i hope that what i said is any help
btw - it seems that this thread is 4 years old, i guess you could have opened a new one, than, more people would notice it...