Re: Running Partner
I dont know if i do truly love this guy in that way, I know i truly love him as a friend but fear that this situation is eating in to our relationship. The thing is if he does feel the same way and i ask him there is still a chance he saya know because i think he is trying to fight his sexuality, his feelings towards me. When i put my hands on his hips he doesnt push me off he just does nothing and shuts his eyes sometimes, i cant tell if that is him resisting to avvoid responding to it or whether he can tell how i feel about him and not saying anything because he cares about my feelings. However i really do think the feeling i mutual but whether or not we get together or not is another matter, why cant i have one special thing in my world that doesnt get taken away from me, or make me feel deprived?