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Old September 15th, 2010, 11:36 PM  
Unwanted_Different
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Name: Kenzie
Join Date: September 1, 2010
Location: Bethalto
Age: 20
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8 stomauch shallow
6 stomauch medium-deep
3 left hip shallow-medium
3 right hip shallow-medium
possibly more tonight.....
12 stomauch ranging from shallow to deep
3 torso medium
10 left hip medium-deep
13 on right hip ranging from shallow to deep
so thats a total of 38 tonight...i feel soo ashamed.... and i wasted two almost three weeks....

im screwing up bad tonight...its about 2am here and i added about 5 more to my stomauch deep 3 to my torso deep 8 to my hand very shallow im falling apart and just wanna scream! im so scared that im gonna go to far tonight....i need help so desperatly.....

I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife ~ The Used

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