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Old September 22nd, 2006, 09:43 PM  
Join Date: September 21, 2006
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Age: 25
Default Re: I dont know what i am sexualy

Originally Posted by MEM1990 View Post
I need help very badly i am scared of turning out homosexual. The things that i look at on the internet arent exactly people tho, i like gay furry porn, and i just figured it out, i hav ben denying it for so long, since i was about 12 and i saw some on the internet that my friend showed me, but even if i do look at that stuff and i do fantisize about having sexual contact and love with antromorphic creatures that are male then does that make me gay? I mean i would never have sex with a guy in real life because it would just be weird, maybe a blowjob i would take but that would still be weird, when i masturbate i do not watch gay porno because it is gross to me(sorry if i offend:/), but i watch a guy and a girl but i find myself looking that the males genitalia more than the womans, but i do not find mens bodys "hot" or "attractive" sexualy but with yiff(furry porn) i find the males muscles/tone bodys attractive, in RL i find women attractive but not really sexual just a kinda thing were i say wow she is sexy/hot and would choose a woman to be in a relationship with but not a guy.

I really need to figure myself out and i am soo scared right now, i am shaking all over, my whole body feels weird(which started when i read a gay sexual story about furries 2 days ago), i am having cold sweats and this is the most nervous that i have ever been in my entire life, i cried my self to sleep last night while asking "why why why?" i can barley type this because my hands are shaking and i do not want to be a homosexual or bysexual i would be rejected no matter where i went and i dont like gay people you know with the lisps and all, my family would reject me and look at me weird(mentally). I am hoping that this is just a fetish, i would like someone to know what they think i should do or what they think of me or just give advice, thank you.

P.S. I know that i am not old enough to look at pornography, but then again what 16 year old with internet in their room doesnt watch it?

well first of all, with that antromorphic thing i do not know, but i need you to like answer a question, do you LIKE the male genetal thing or just look at it?

if look at theres notin wrong =\ i found myself doing that once too, but when i think about it i dont LIKE it i really like the female much more so its notin really but the antromorphic thing...iono what that means

As i said i am still a little confused but later that day after i posted i went to the movies and saw pirates of the carrabian 2, i came home while noticing that i was still feeling scared and confused, so to try to solve it i watched some gay porn, i kinda liked it, i think just because i like gay porn or male genitles doesnt mean that i am gay, i know that i have been extremly fond of a girl but not of a guy(she was to old :'( ). So i think that i am Bi... and i do not really have a problem with that, i think that i could be emotionally attracted to a guy but i dont think it would be as satifying to me than a girl, i think that im more on the straight side of bi but i still kinda like guys that are fit you know like abs and pecks but it doesnt mean i wanna have sex with them just that i admire the way they look.
admiring it isn't gay at all, i do not believe. and its actually a fact that like a LARGE percentage of the people on earth are not 100% straight, no1 is. there may be like 1/100 but no1 is so notin to be worried about, cept the antromorphic thing i have no idea what that is

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