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Old September 14th, 2006, 08:12 PM  
itsJustme89
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Join Date: September 14, 2006
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Exclamation WTF is wrong with me?

I have been very depressed for a while. I'm kinda scared to say why without knowing anyone but here goes.

Well, ever since I was about 12-13 I've been really attracted to other boys, never girls. I really thought I was gay except its been a few years, I'm 17 now and I'm still attracted to 12-13 year old boys. I cant stop it I've tried not to think about it but I still do. What the hell is wrong with me?
Am I a pedophile? I REALLY REALLY DONT WANT TO BE LIKE THIS! Just the thought of being like this for the rest of my life makes me want to KILL MYSELF. I think about SUICIDE everyday, but I guess I don't have the guts to do it. What should I do? My biggest fear is that my parents will find out about me. Help me please I don't know what else to do other than die.

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