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Few desires...

Posted July 3rd, 2009 at 09:39 AM by Underground_Network (Welcome to the Underground)

This was inspired by Sterling's profile picture lol.

In the picture, it says 'I WANT' on a piece of paper... And I'm just wondering, what do I truly want?

I know that one thing I want is to be with her... But then again, I don't know how realistic that is and I don't think I can let that rule my life.

I also know that I want to become a writer... Either a novelist or a poet, or even a songwriter, but I know in the era we're in right now, it's...
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When is life not worth living?

Posted June 23rd, 2009 at 08:08 PM by Underground_Network (Welcome to the Underground)

I don't know. The one thing keeping me alive right now is a person. She knows who she is. And she knows how much I care for her. But other than her there's not much keeping me alive at the moment.

I just looked through my yearbook, and when you have no pictures in a book as thick as our yearbook, you know you're a nobody, and a screw up. I've done nothing to get noticed or to become somebody in life. I've done nothing at all. I'm fucking lazy and that's led me to become so...
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Alright

Posted June 8th, 2009 at 05:10 PM by Underground_Network (Welcome to the Underground)

Hmm, I don't really know what to say here. xD I've just been inspired by listening to the song "Alright" by Pilot Speed way too many times in a row...

But yeah, I just want to let everyone know that right now I'm a lot happier than I've been in the past... I'm "alright;" I'm not fantastic and life certainly isn't anywhere near perfect, but I'm honestly alright. Life is good enough and I'm starting to care a lot more about my life. I'm still a bit f-ed up, but...
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Why?

Posted May 28th, 2009 at 01:33 PM by Underground_Network (Welcome to the Underground)

Why can't I seem to tell anyone how I feel? I even struggle to tell my mom, who's the only person in my "real" life that I trust, the simplest of things.

Right now I'm having a breakdown, and its just not fun, but I'm too afraid to tell anyone. And I just don't like this. I can't seem to tell anyone how I feel. Not even on here.

Every person that I talk to on here, I talk to them about their feelings, and for the most part I try to avoid my feelings....
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I hate myself...

Posted April 9th, 2009 at 12:45 PM by Underground_Network (Welcome to the Underground)

I don't know why, but I just hate myself. Maybe its because I know I could make my life better, but I'm too lazy to. Maybe its because I see myself as a terrible person. Maybe its just programmed into my mind... Who knows?

I just hate myself for being so stupid, for lacking motivation and work ethic, for not caring when I should care, for being so shy, so antisocial, and so fucked up. But I also get confused at myself when it comes to my goals...

I want to help...
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