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take of your colours...

Posted March 7th, 2012 at 01:00 PM by love is louder (A penny for your thoughts and a dollar for you insides...)

Feels like its been forever since iv written something worth while. So heres my attempt. Theres only one thing in my entire life that I have been sure about and that is self harm, but lately I am not so sure about it and that terrifies me. It has made me feel better about every problem I have ever had and to be honest still does.
In my head I have chose to separate my mind from my body and now my body is staring to reject what I am doing to it. My boyfriend and my friend are constantly on...
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not the most physical guy but when she squeezed me tight she almost broke my spine.

Posted February 16th, 2012 at 05:31 PM by love is louder (A penny for your thoughts and a dollar for you insides...)

Why is working to earn money so important if money cant buy you happiness.

all the way through school your told that you need to stick in because if you dont you wont get a good job and have lots of money and so on.
but why do we need to stick in to get a good job to earn good money when money doesnt buy you happiness?
i have never aimed high. (dont aim high then you wont be disappointed when it all goes to shit) is one of my only morals in life. i was sat earlier,...
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Seeing the smoke and waiting for the fire...

Posted January 15th, 2012 at 04:12 PM by love is louder (A penny for your thoughts and a dollar for you insides...)

Thought i would actually give you guys a decent read since all iv been doing is "homework" for therapy lately. Boring! so here goes with the serious bloggy crap!

I have realised that I am very guilty. Guilty about the tiniest of things. And things that are furthest in my past but are still so relative in the present. I think this is why I cut. Things that I cant fix that are always on my mind. Things that I am scared to bring up, to admit to. Iv hurt people sometimes unintentionally...
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if i had a hammer. id hammer in the morning ...

Posted December 17th, 2011 at 08:06 AM by love is louder (A penny for your thoughts and a dollar for you insides...)
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Went to asda and matalan. cant find swim wear anywhere this time of year but i found like one decent one. i used to love swimming, i was always in swimming clubs and entered the gala one year representing my school. but now that i am a cutter it makes it considerably harder to go. Went to the spa with my mam for the day. i didnt even think that i will be in my swim suit all day. my mam doesnt know anything about my cutting. i have successfully kept it from her for years. when it started getting...
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would it make you feel better to watch me while i bleed?..

Posted November 29th, 2011 at 04:55 PM by love is louder (A penny for your thoughts and a dollar for you insides...)

Recently just holding it in my hand makes me feel better. knowing that i can make it go away whenever i want to. i knew a guy who used to sleep with a knife under his pillow every night, never using it. i know why now. hopefully this feeling will last, its doubtful but for once i am hopeful. i think it has been weeks since my last time. and it never really hits me until i am about to lose it. i dont think i can handle any more disappointment.

im at breaking point and this time i...
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