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Posted May 2nd, 2013 at 05:22 PM by Charlotte95

So I haven't really posted a blog on here before, and I don't really care if anyone reads it or not, I just really need to rant. About parents, about friends. So I haven't felt depressed like this in a long while, it comes and goes. But it's weird how the most random things can drop me right back to where I began, and I'm tired. I can't tell if I love or hate my parents sometimes, they can be the loveliest of people and make me feel guilty of everything I've ever said to them, and within a second...
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take of your colours...

Posted March 7th, 2012 at 01:00 PM by love is louder (A penny for your thoughts and a dollar for you insides...)

Feels like its been forever since iv written something worth while. So heres my attempt. Theres only one thing in my entire life that I have been sure about and that is self harm, but lately I am not so sure about it and that terrifies me. It has made me feel better about every problem I have ever had and to be honest still does.
In my head I have chose to separate my mind from my body and now my body is staring to reject what I am doing to it. My boyfriend and my friend are constantly on...
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Happy birthday to me!..

Posted January 29th, 2012 at 05:35 PM by love is louder (A penny for your thoughts and a dollar for you insides...)

So its the day before my 20th birthday. and im feeling very apprehensive. i dont like my birthday anyways but this one is especially not good. i have been struggling with my mental health for most of my teenage life. and when i was little i naively thought that once i become an "adult" i would just came out of it. i had never heard or have known anyone who cuts or has an eating disorder as an adult. i have always told myself that it will get better if i just wait it out. but you know what?...
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Seeing the smoke and waiting for the fire...

Posted January 15th, 2012 at 04:12 PM by love is louder (A penny for your thoughts and a dollar for you insides...)

Thought i would actually give you guys a decent read since all iv been doing is "homework" for therapy lately. Boring! so here goes with the serious bloggy crap!

I have realised that I am very guilty. Guilty about the tiniest of things. And things that are furthest in my past but are still so relative in the present. I think this is why I cut. Things that I cant fix that are always on my mind. Things that I am scared to bring up, to admit to. Iv hurt people sometimes unintentionally...
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if i had a hammer. id hammer in the morning ...

Posted December 17th, 2011 at 08:06 AM by love is louder (A penny for your thoughts and a dollar for you insides...)
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Went to asda and matalan. cant find swim wear anywhere this time of year but i found like one decent one. i used to love swimming, i was always in swimming clubs and entered the gala one year representing my school. but now that i am a cutter it makes it considerably harder to go. Went to the spa with my mam for the day. i didnt even think that i will be in my swim suit all day. my mam doesnt know anything about my cutting. i have successfully kept it from her for years. when it started getting...
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