Hmm.. So I went to this party tonight, it was okay. It all went wrong when I started kissing my Ex. =/
I felt awkward kissing him tbh although enjoying it slightly as well and apparently everyone was watching, making fun. Dont they have anything better to do! Also after that everyone was being weird with me, it was strange. They were hugging me alot and talking to me alot more.
So then after I went outside to ring Ailis and I did and ended up crying down the phone to her about...