So things are going well
A bit about him:
Our dads work together and I guess we’re part of a small community so we’ve met before, been to each other’s houses for bbqs etc the last almost two years

His little sister and I are pretty close already and she was surprised that her parents let her wear the skimpy bikinis I outgrew but I knew they’d be cool, want to get her out of her conservative little shell (she well and truly has...

Oh em gee

So that went really really
He picked me up and we went to a nice place to eat (the yacht club) and he was a total gentleman
But like funny and cool, we chatted a lot



After that we walked down to the beach, he was holding my hand and were chatting more on a bench
Then he kissed me
I’ve been kissed before but wow, this just felt so different and right

I was...

Well Alex took that well and said he could see it coming from they way mr wow and me are together and he likes him too (not like that lol) so it’s a big relief
There are other girls Alex likes so that’s fine
I’m happy

It has always been fun and wild with Alex but I think it was never going to be more than just for fun

Even if I did have day dreams of his baby in me someday, but that’s just not realistic
...

YO I HAVE AN INTERESTING STORY FOR ONCE

Okay so the weirdest thing happened in religion class today. I was sitting at my desk and I noticed that one of the guys sitting kind of in front of me but more to the right of me was pulled back from his desk. I looked at his face and he was looking down. I looked where he was looking and he literally had a boner and he was staring at it and I was like "omq literally what is he doing" so I ignored it for a sec and continued writing...

So some of you know the nature of the relationship with the boy I get with a lot
It’s... like best friends with benefits, we’re very close, but I know because of how close things are we won’t ever really be a proper couple, marry, kids... but we’re committed to each other in that we don’t see others etc

But I’ve met someone
I know it’s gonna hurt him knowing I’ll stop having sex with him as I would if I start going out with this boy I have been seeing a lot. Which is...