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Ever close your eyes
Ever stop and listen
Ever feel alive
And you've nothing missing
You don't need a reason
Let the day go on and on

Let the rain fall down
Everywhere around you
Give into it now
Let the day surround you
You don't need a reason
Let the rain go on and on
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Fund Raiser and Volunteering

Posted April 12th, 2009 at 06:57 PM by Zephyr (Drunk On Life)
Updated April 12th, 2009 at 07:15 PM by Zephyr

So, if you didn't read my thread in The White Padded Room already:

My friend Lynn was recently caught on fire and has 3rd degree burns on over half of her body. She had to be Life Flighted to Portland and is going to be in OHSU making a recovery for a month and a half at least.

Through the place where I used to work at (and where Lynn works), we're going to do a fundraiser, and all former and current employees are donating their time, no pay at all to raise money for...
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Crushed Hope

Posted February 6th, 2009 at 06:13 PM by Zephyr (Drunk On Life)
Updated February 6th, 2009 at 08:47 PM by Zephyr

I'm acting like a selfish child right now and frankly, I don't give a flying fuck.

I don't understand.
Why is it that when I finally start to get a glimpse of hope, I get pushed back down?

I made an appointment with a new psychologist yesterday.
I get a call back today,
And they say that they cancelled my appointment because they thought I'd be better off going to someone else.

I get it, they think that they're helping me by referring...
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Love and Lonliness

Posted January 22nd, 2009 at 01:08 AM by Zephyr (Drunk On Life)

I can't stop hyperventilating.
I can't stop crying.
I can't stop the past from taking over my head.
I'm completely flooded right now.
I feel like that lonely and neglected 14 year old.
I'm drowning in the freezing cold water of her mind.
My heart is reeling right now.
I'm so tired of wearing my heart on my sleeve.
I'm tired of having to swallow everything down.
She just doesn't want to be hurt so horribly like so many times before.
...
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Better Days

Posted December 16th, 2008 at 10:13 PM by Zephyr (Drunk On Life)

First: I'd like to start off by apologizing. I feel like I've just been annoying you all to tears lately with my openness about being depressed and whatnot. Maybe I should just keep a lot of it to myself, I hate to appear needy. Second: I've found it... my way up... thanks to this song and a lot of insight and hard thinking. Of course I'm still going to fall flat on my face on this road to recovery, there's no questioning that. But this song seems to be a huge pick-me-up for me because it completely...
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Feeling...

Posted August 21st, 2008 at 02:16 AM by Zephyr (Drunk On Life)
Updated August 21st, 2008 at 02:23 AM by Zephyr (...)

I can't find the right word for this feeling that I've been experiencing for the last few days.

I'm thinking without really thinking.
I'm empty.
I'm hopeful.
I'm disgusted with myself, yet I don't know why.
I'm becoming withdrawn again.

It isn't sadness,
But it isn't joy.

Everything feels like it's an illusion.

It's like I'm not here, yet I am.

Lonely?
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