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Best-friend!

Posted January 9th, 2010 at 03:20 PM by haibekah

i'm hanging out with my best-friend atm. and we're gonna have an awesome day. i don't get to see her much cause she works and goes to school, so today is an exciting day! yay for good days! she seems to have a way of just making me happy no matter what!
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one year!!

Posted January 9th, 2010 at 08:59 AM by Fiending_the_freedom (A beautiful disaster)

Today, it has been exactly one year since i last cut.
I CAN FINALLY SAY I QUIT!

This is the longest i've ever gone since i started cutting 6 years ago.
I never thought I could actually do it.
I never knew I could beat this.
The cravings stopped, I never knew that could happen.

I am so proud of myself!

The last time i cut, it was really deep, and i had to go to the hospital and have it glued shut (THE WORST PAIN EVER) ...
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Well;

Posted January 8th, 2010 at 06:51 PM by haibekah

i am horribly unhappy. it's ridiculous. i have so much to be happy about, but it's just there. pressing against my ribcage: the feeling of emptiness. i know it's stupid and i should be okay. i just feel so depressed. i don't even know how to explain it. i felt like i needed to talk to someone and VT is the only place i'm really comfortable saying anything. blah.
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Hello

Posted January 8th, 2010 at 12:21 PM by haibekah

"Don't fly me away
You don't need to buy a diamond key
To unlock my heart
You shelter my soul
You're my fire when I'm cold
I want you to know...

You had me at hello
It was many years ago"

i'm in love with a guy i can't even have. that sounds funny cause i think it's love. if it's not love, it's intense infatuation. he's all i ever think about. the only person i ever want to talk to. i've known him for like 3 years...
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trashy? my bad.

Posted January 7th, 2010 at 02:46 PM by haibekah

the feeling of skin to skin,
the raw pressure of it,
that pounding in your skull when you think about it,
that lack of emotion connected,
just the bear, naked necessity of it,
the need,
the addiction,
sex.
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