Recently just holding it in my hand makes me feel better. knowing that i can make it go away whenever i want to. i knew a guy who used to sleep with a knife under his pillow every night, never using it. i know why now. hopefully this feeling will last, its doubtful but for once i am hopeful. i think it has been weeks since my last time. and it never really hits me until i am about to lose it. i dont think i can handle any more disappointment.

im at breaking point and this time i...

God used me in a big way today. Our choir performed four times today, even though we only had two scheduled, and we blew the roof every time. Our first performance was at a museum and was totally on the spot, there was a banquet going on, and when we went to walk past, they started asking about where we were form, and next thing we know, we're being ushered up on the stage! We left the audience in tears, and they gave us cookies (totes the best part of my day). Then as we made our way back downstairs...

Hey VT!

Well, we've come to a new year with new things.

Well we have many controversial things happening this year, for example;

Donald Trumps first year in the presidency.

Marijuana legalization in Florida.

More protesting.

More or less Terrorism?

365 More days till 2018.

2 More semesters of school till break.

Unpredictable things.

Do I have anything...

A World History Test was taken to day by Bobby. Bobby things he failed it. I'm pretty good though. Single again - it was mutual though so I'm not said about the breakup.

I've had our entire site moved to the newest, fastest server available with PHP 5.2.5, OpenSSL 0.9.8, and MySQL 4.1.22. I upgraded the forums to vBulletin 3.6.9, reset the Datastore to use a file-cache system, and set the database connection to use MySQLi (a new feature found in MySQL 4.1+). I reverted all templates that the upgrade required, upgraded our shoutbox to Inferno vBShout 2.5 (build 2), and recoded all of the templates that I reverted to handle add-ons that we have installed while retaining...