I've been going to bed at kike six or five am every night. my thing is that after around three i start getting scared. Like the devils waiting for me. I don't want to go upstairs until I see day light because I feel better.

A lot of my lights dont works and the bottom half of my house is wide open and shadowy with a bunch of windows. I walk around my kitchen and dinning room(they are in a circle so i can go around and around) to clear my head. Every turn scares the shit out of me....