So there's this girl. She is a year younger than me and I initially met her in middle school. We became reacquainted this year and she was really nice. In fact, she invited me of all people, to be her date at her school. (different schools, same bus ride home) and I was all like, yea! I would love to!*

But then her and her friends decided to go to a rave instead and my dad wouldn't let me go so that was lame. So eventually we planned to hang out, but the day we decided her parents...

I have no idea if I even use this blog function correctly. I dunno. I like it because it's a little personal place for me to vent. Except you guys can read it sooo :3

I still feel alone today. But then again, not so much. I have some of the greatest friends and no matter where I go in school, I have an awesome person to talk to. I just need to be more pro active about hanging out with these people, that's all.*

After about a month of not seeing this one girl, I caught...

So, I really bitched about my break up haha. Well. I have been single ever since. I'm all over it now but damn. I sure do miss having a girlfriend. I miss it a lot. The cuddling, the lovey dovey bs. Everything I used to have really. Ugh.

Over the past 9 months I have tried with 3 separate girls and non of them ever seemed interested. It sucks. Oh and I think I am getting fat and that saddens me. A lot of running planned for the summer haha. I just miss the body I had a year ago....