I talk to a narcassist/psychopath about psychopathic tendencies from not feeling emotions, to crushing anyone that gets in your way. I relate with him in the desire to destroy anyone of "weak" nature. We bond over hatred of sheltered people. An interesting guest who truly brings out my darkside. One of few videos of how a narcassist/psychopath thinks.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sYpufD9yHkU

I've been trying to have a positive attitude towards life starting this year, but apparently I'm not allowed to be happy. January of 2018 has been the worst month of my life. I've been having troubles sleeping and in one month alone I had two panic attacks. That's not nearly as bad as what happened yesterday though. I thought yesterday was going to be another average day. The day was going good until I was given the devastating news that our 6 year old chocolate lab/pitbull mix had passed away that...

Not good. Having another panic attack. I hope this doesn't become a regular thing.

I'm super excited as I'm going to a music festival in July, and bvb will be playing. I'm honestly so fucking happy, as it will be my first one. Hope I get to meet Andy Black.

Have I ever told you I have anxiety? I notice it's always worse at night or in public (I have both Generalized and Social Anxiety as far as I know, I could easily have other types too that I don't know about but that's a different topic for a different day.)

I keep hearing noises that I know in the back of my mind are most likely nothing, but I feel severely uneasy and unsafe right now. Half the time I feel like I'm hearing noises that aren't even real. I feel like I might be having...