So, the other night I was complaining about Austin dating a girl who bullied the shit out of me in high school.

I just saw her Facebook, and it's decked out about "Stop Bullying" Her profile picture, cover picture, everything. Stop Bullying. Are you kidding me. Are you absolutely kidding me. She went on to talk about God and how He was such a huge part of her life and her inspiration for everything. Man, I'd sure hate to meet her god. That fake bitch. Austin is absolutely...

Well other than my sleeping, eating and fear of having to grow up and get a job....
My depression has slowly been creeping into my life, but lately it has hit worse than ever, like Friday as i said was awful, then Sunday i was depressed and now today, and i don't think it helped from being up at 5:30, having serious fucking back issues today which sometimes made it hurt to walk, and augh Kelsey -_-
She kept saying how the wind was messing up her hair when she knows about my issue,...

Well good news for you guys is one of my things for next year to help with the depression is writing in a journal so that means way less blogs!
Okay i forgot but on the way there as Kelsey is going to New York i said if she met Darren Criss she needs to get his signature on a shirt for me and a little something extra, she new INSTANTLY what i was talking about and was like "I am NOT getting him to jack off on a shirt for you!" I was dead :')
But anywho i met up with Kelsey...

Well yesterday at the barn i came back more tired than ever and i just knew i needed today off, but i went in anyway and dealt with it and thought "The day will be over as quick as it started" Nope.
Well it was raining on the way there and all day like in the morning i seemed happy and my usual self but then this woman was "Helping" me in my first lesson but she had no idea what she was doing, stank like hell and treated me like a child with the whole "Draw a circle"...

God used me in a big way today. Our choir performed four times today, even though we only had two scheduled, and we blew the roof every time. Our first performance was at a museum and was totally on the spot, there was a banquet going on, and when we went to walk past, they started asking about where we were form, and next thing we know, we're being ushered up on the stage! We left the audience in tears, and they gave us cookies (totes the best part of my day). Then as we made our way back downstairs...